19 Sep Danny Vega – 7/9 “Training” and thoughts
Currently reassessing what I’m training for. With ongoing knee issues the last two weeks have been tough on my mind and body. It’s extremely frustrating, but that’s life.
[wa-wps]So let’s recap what’s happened in the last 7 days. Hit 515 for a triple on squats and knee hurt so bad I couldn’t do my back down sets. It was killing me for the next couple of days afterwards but got better by Friday and I was able to pull 555 for an easy triple. Fast forward to this morning: I take my 4 ibuprofen, bathe my knees in motion medicine before leaving the house, warm up and prehab extra long, and proceed to squat.
It went like this: 55×10, 145×8, 235×6, 285×5, 325×4, 415×2, 475×1. That was to be my last warm up before going for a double at 525. Here’s the video:
The pain on the descent sucks. And here’s the thing–I just don’t care enough anymore. I’ve always been a goal oriented person and the thought of quitting before I hit a goal is so repugnant. On top of that, I know I have this log and people that may “follow” what I’m doing so I feel obligated to them and my teammates. But in actuality, nobody really cares and I shouldn’t care if they did. I owe nothing to anyone but myself and my family. I need to be a good father and husband who isn’t too beat up to play with his kids.
So the minute I start to get past the point of discomfort into the area of pain, I need to stop doing whatever it is that is causing that. In this case it’s squatting. Once I get past a certain weight it kills my knee. When I last pulled out of a meet it was bc my knee had gotten so bad that it was affecting my deadlifts. I was supposed to pull an easy double at 600 and barely got the single. This morning that happened with 565:
You can see the leg shaking as I lock out. It’s so stupid. So without talking to anyone else, I’ve already made my decision. I’m not gonna go for this 666. I’m just not. Am I disappointed? Let down? Feeling a huge blow to my ego? Yeah I am. But my ego can suck it.
It’s time for me to focus on different goals–ones that aren’t training oriented. I’ve had enough of a hard time trying to focus on them as it is, anyway. Now of course, in my emotional state, I already have another training goal in mind but I’m going to keep that to myself because 1) I can’t be trusted right now and 2) I’m done sharing every little goal I have with the Internet. I will heal up, and train and have fun, and that’s that.
Thats all for now. Later.
Danny Vega
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